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Finally broke down and called my doctor’s office today. I’ve described my symptoms and let them have a large amount of my blood. The only result I’ve heard so far is that the pregnancy test was negative (I would have been the most surprised mother-to-be almost ever if it had revealed any other result).

Your prayers are appreciated as I await the other results!

Note: I got my lab results this morning. I have mono! Lots of rest, lots of fluids, no exercise allowed. I’m not thrilled, but it could be worse! Thanks for praying!

Monday Morning

So it’s Monday, October 3. Which means that I’ve made it through September–one of the toughest months I’ve ever had. There have been so many exhausting activities and meetings in the past month. I think I spent the last week on auto-pilot. I guess someone will let me know if I messed anything up soon!

Last night, I went to bed at 6 p.m. I got up at 8 a.m. this morning. You do the math…

For a couple of hours last week, I was pretty sure I had mono. Now I’m pretty sure I was just exhausted.

October promises to be much more peaceful and fun. For this, I’m grateful.

As for writing, I hope I get inspired soon. I’m kind of in a place where I’m not sure I’ll ever think of anything to write about again. I’m really enjoying reading what the rest of you are writing. I’m catching up on some of that this morning.

For now, it’s Monday. I’m cleaning my office, avoiding everything else that’s happening in the building, and sipping some coffee. Have a good week!

Race For the Cure (My First 5K)

It was raining when I took our dog, Sam outside this morning. Raining hard. I could tell that this wasn’t going to just pass in time for the race. And I knew they weren’t cancelling the race. Once you survive breast cancer and stand beside breast cancer sufferers, racing in the rain is ridiculously easy, I’d imagine.

It rained the entire morning. There were two or three short periods of slow drizzle, but the rest of the time it rained and rained and rained.

But it was a great morning and a fun race.

There were hundreds of people in downtown Evansville this morning…maybe thousands? I’m super bad at guessing numbers when it comes to people. There was a choir singing and loud music and lots of sponsors and volunteers.

I made two rookie mistakes in my first 5K. I lined up in the wrong place. I misjudged how many people would be walking in this race and placed myself about 1/3 of the way back from the starting line. I didn’t want to get too close to the front and make the fast runners dodge me and my slower pace. This meant that I was the one dodging and trying to get to where I could run at a comfortable pace. That was actually a tiny bit fun–dodging and weaving around walkers, but it was also kind of tricky and it meant it took me about 1/2 a mile before I could go a consistent pace.

At the second water stop, I was thirsty. So I started to move to the right side of the road to grab a cup of water. I was so focused on trying to keep running and grab the water that I accidentally cut the runner behind me off. “Woah!” she yelled as she stopped short (and so did I because she scared me). But neither of us were running very fast and we didn’t collide, so it was okay.

I’m not sure what my time actually was. I forgot to stop the Runkeeper App on my phone (in a ziplock bag in my rain jacket pocket) when I crossed the finish line. I accepted some high fives, re-tied my shoes, caught my breath and found Jason before I remembered to stop it. According to the app, I ran 3.23 miles in about 50 minutes. (You can click that link to see the map of my run, my stats, elevation and speed and all kinds of other fun stuff.) I’d say it was probably more like 47 or 48 minutes, but it doesn’t really matter. For me, that’s a decent time. I did more walking than I planned to do, but it was tough to run with all the people around me and there were so many reasons to slow down and enjoy the experience (the firefighters playing bagpipes on a corner around mile 1, for example).  I ultimately want to do better, but it was my first 5K and I was happy just to run across the finish line.

Jason was a wonderful race-day supporter, by the way. He drove me to the race, held an umbrella over me until they were ready to start, traded jackets with me right before the race started because his was warmer and drier, carried the cameras and took the pictures and cheered me on at the finish line.

It takes a lot of volunteers, a lot of imagination and a lot of energy to have an event like this. The Greater Evansville Chapter of Susan G. Komen For the Cure and all the sponsors did a fantastic job! I’m looking forward to the next 5K.

Slow Me Down When September Ends

Nibby asked me (and another friend seated with us at lunch yesterday): “What’s going on? Why aren’t you blogging?”

Excuses just tumbled out of my mouth.

Truth is, I’m not feeling it. Probably because September is…really, really full. I’m doing so much thinking and remembering and detail oriented stuff in my job and all of my volunteer endeavors. I love to write, but this month I don’t feel like writing…so I’m not!

But I’m still here!

I’ve trained 8 new Girl Scout Leaders so far this month (with 3 more on the schedule). Big Brothers Big Sisters Henderson had a ribbon cutting last week and we have a big fundraiser coming up in conjunction with the Martina McBride concert a local bank is having on Green Street in Downtown Henderson next weekend. We’ve changed our youth group meeting time and are adjusting to that (it’s going well!). We had our First Kids’ Club Saturday morning last week on the heels of a youth group overnight at the church. It’s been a whole lot of exciting fun, but it’s been exhausting!

This weekend, I take my days off. Today I slept in, I’m watching a silly movie that Jason won’t want to watch with me, I’m going to the gym for a weight and elliptical work out, and we’re attending my in-law’s anniversary party tonight. In between that, I’m resting.

Tomorrow is my first 5K. I like it that Race for the Cure is my first 5K, because it’s totally not about me. I’m just going to run it. I’m not even going to let myself worry about the time or my speed (which, unfortunately, is something I tend to obsess about). Tomorrow’s race isn’t about me, it’s about millions of women who have bravely stared down the barrel of cancer and fought. Some are still fighting and some of those women will be at the race tomorrow. It will be an honor to be in their presence and running for their cause.

It’s cold outside today. It’s the first day of Fall. Enjoy your weekend, wherever you are!

 

You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what’s a life, anyway? We’re born, we live a little while, we die. A spider’s life can’t help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone’s life can stand a little of that.” E.B. White (Charlotte speaking in “Charlotte’s Web”)

Monday Life Update

Good Morning!

I’ve been delinquent as a blogger. Honestly, I didn’t have anything set to publish ahead of time (it’s a busy time of the year and I haven’t spent much time writing) and then I got terribly ill last Monday evening and I’m just now starting to feel normal again. It was likely food poisoning, although I’m not sure what the culprit was. Reverend John joked yesterday that it would take some pretty tricky bacteria to poison me because I’m so obsessive about what I eat and how old it is. I won’t even drink milk if the sell by date is tomorrow. Oh well, I think I’m over it.

Yesterday was, of course, the tenth anniversary of the attacks of September 11, 2001. I honestly hadn’t expected the anniversary to affect me quite the way it has. I remember the day ten years ago caused me a lot of anxiety and I had shades of that yesterday. At Youth Group, we discussed it briefly. The students in the room were too young to have good memories of that day, but they did have questions about the events. The boys and I  gathered on our bed and watched “102 Minutes” on the History Channel last night.

It’s a busy time of year. I’m training lots of new Girl Scout Leaders, working on recruiting Big Brothers Big Sisters volunteers, inviting people to the Young Life Banquet and preparing youth group lessons and fall activities. Jason’s working through his fall window cleaning list, riding his bike and getting ready for his cool weather hiking season. Jonas seems to like school better this year. He’s had some friends over, has gone to movies and the skating rink on weekend nights (you know…without parents!).

Fall is here. It’s beautiful and my very favorite time of year. I’m hoping we’ll have a lot of Fall since it’s starting so early (and that Winter takes its time getting here).

Perspective

I’m under the weather this week. But here’s a picture to share:

Raindrops On Roses

When I was in second grade, some of my school friends and I would hang out on the playground. We were so over playing on the playground equipment or running around. We would hang out by the door and sing. I remember spending weeks working on a rendition of “My Favorite Things” from The Sound Of Music. Secretly, I was kind of devastated that when the four parts were “assigned” by whichever one of my friends was the bossiest (see–I wasn’t always the bossiest) I got the “when the dog bites/when the bee stings” part. I can assure you of this, however: I sang my heart out and hammed it up for each playground rehearsal and “performance.”

I learned the entire score and most of the lines to “The Wizard of Oz” when I was eight or nine. I loved that movie and wore the tape out I watched it so often. I adored the music and the story and the flying monkeys.

I watched each new Disney movie musical as it came out: “Alice In Wonderland,” “The Little Mermaid,” “Aladdin,” “Beauty And The Beast,” “The Lion King…” I loved the older Disney Musicals, too–”Pete’s Dragon,” “Mary Poppins,” “The Jungle Book…”

Did y’all know I was a unique child? For real, please substitute “nerdy” for “unique” at any point you feel it applies.

In High School, I fell in love with the soundtracks to “Phantom of the Opera,” “Les Miserables,” “Hair,” “South Pacific,” “Cinderella,” “Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat,” “Jesus Christ, Superstar,” “Godspell” and “Grease.” As part of my vocal training, I sang solos from these shows and other shows I had never heard before–and eventually loved as well.

As an adult, my favorite Pandora Station is the “Showtunes” station. I currently queue up the soundtracks to “Wicked,” “Rent,” “Hairspray” and “Chicago.” I was, of course, thrilled when Jonas took an interest in the newer movie version of “Phantom…” and even insisted on being the Phantom for Halloween when he was 9.

I very much enjoy the show “Glee” (the acting is kind of rough and cheesy, but the songs are an instant mood-lifter for me).  When I get the chance, I see a show and especially love to watch local theater group and school productions which are almost always more impressive than you’d expect.

I would love to do Community Theatre some day–Henderson has a fantastic group that sometimes does musical theatre–but I’ll have to wait until I have some time. I was never brave enough to try out for high school musicals, although I sang solos routinely for choir, at church and in special programs.

Of course, I listen to other types of music a lot as well, but show tunes will always be my go-to day-brightening music. Even as I type this, Angela Lansbury is singing “Beauty and the Beast” from my Pandora app.

Do you like musicals? Which ones?

(Yes, it’s a bit of Monday randomness…but it was fun to reminisce and remember all of the musicals I have memorized at one point or another.)

 

 

 

He Still Says The Darndest Things

Tonight, Jonas was playing a game online. The object was to put each of the fifty United States where it goes on a map. He was clicking and dragging the states around. He placed Alaska in it’s box, inset next to Hawaii underneath the other 48 states.

He looked over at me and said, “You know, I just don’t understand how Alaska can be so cold and Hawaii can be so hot.”

You know…because they’re next to each other on his map.

Training Update

I’m still running, in case you were wondering.

I’m still slow.

I’m still struggling.

I’m still training for a 5K.

I didn’t make much progress during this hot, difficult summer. I’m not a treadmill runner, so my options are outdoors or on the indoor track, which is not air conditioned. The heat was a challenge for most of the summer. I continued to run/walk a few times a week, but I didn’t improve much–and actually struggled more. My running friends assure me that I’ll love it when the weather breaks and it’s not miserable to run outside.

Besides the heat, a couple of things are making training difficult. My right ankle never doesn’t hurt. I still get shin splints. And I’ve discovered/confirmed that I have some sort of anxiety issue that makes me really self-conscious when other people are on the track or near me and I lose my breath more quickly (yes, I know that’s silly).

I run 3-4 times a week either in our neighborhood (which is full of hills), at the YMCA (on the indoor track) or on the Turkey Trot 5K course that starts at our church. I haven’t quite reached the point where I can just keep running. I’ve done the 20 minute run in the Couch to 5K training several times, but I struggle to do the 20 minutes. I often run a timed mile just to challenge myself and track my (lack of) speed. I’ve been sprinting a lap and walking a lap, trying to improve my speed and my stride. I’m still using the C25K program, but I’m lingering in week 6.

Still, I’m encouraged because I know that six months ago, I couldn’t have done any of the things I just wrote in the previous paragraph. I want to be a runner and I believe that one day, I’ll be legit. And I will run the Turkey Trot if it kills me.

It might…

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